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gothrockrulz ([personal profile] gothrockrulz) wrote2016-04-19 10:38 pm

Quick Check-in

Hello, everyone! I've been distracted by new technology, crafting, disturbing plotbunnies, and work stress. I'm sorry I'm behind, will catch up on your posts later. Just going to leave this picture of a necklace I made from bits of old jewelry, taken with my new iPhone.



Also, if you could send prayers/good vibes my way, I'd appreciate it. Being a supervisor isn't getting any easier for me even though it's been 1 1/2 years, and I'm considering stepping down in three months or so in the hope my mood and muse will improve.

[identity profile] rhoda-rants.livejournal.com 2016-04-21 01:06 pm (UTC)(link)
*good vibes*

Yay for disturbing bunnies! I always have at least a few of those kicking around. Sorry the supervisor thing isn't working out the way you'd hoped. I think that for some people, even if they're responsible and good at what they do and seem like they'd be great leaders, just aren't supposed to do that particular job.

[identity profile] gothrockrulz.livejournal.com 2016-04-24 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you! :)

I've got a love/hate relationship with disturbing plotbunnies. If they're the kind that make other people uncomfortable, but not me, I love 'em. But if they deal with one of my personal demons . . . ohhhh, dear. This particular bunny is related to funky relationship dynamics and physical contact, and so I'm just . . . NOPE.

What sorta disturbing plotbunnies have you had bouncing about lately, if I may ask?

You've got a good point! I'm okay with what I do, and my boss tells me I do a good job, and I've gotten good marks on surveys, so there is that. But I just know I could be so much better, and handle stuff without overthinking myself into a box. I think that's where I trip myself up.